Lately I have been fearing death and have been extremely paranoid my life may be cut short in the coming days. It's probably just the voices in my head however. Incase I am to cease walking this Earth I hope my friends know I love them greatly, and that my Fighting For Control OC's are theirs for the taking. If I may die I want Lovecraft to continue on. Even if the comic never gets made by anyone at all, his life is mine and if he still exists on a page I will continue breathing without a mortal form..... A piece of my soul exists inside that green-skinned Swedish salamander. AHHHH I'm not actually going to die though, its just the way I feel right now, and this isn't some suicidal ideation thing its like, this feeling of coming doom. Whatever. I can still type these words out on this page and I am still alive and well. Much love to those who are reading this I hope your week is awesome <3
The first month of 2025 has officially come to its close and I'm still breathing despite God's multiple attempts on my life. How awesome!!! This month is gonaa be rough financially but I should make it through the month. Last month was something for sure but I went to ANE and had an awesome time with two of my longest online friends. It was fun to meet them IRL and get high with them. It makes me miss being in Boston as I write this.... AHHHH I LOVE FURCONS!! Also, it appears I may be moving to Canada sometime this year. A hard maybe but my mom has been trying to get Canadian citizenship since 2023 sooooo, it looks likely. This isn't the first time she's tried to leave the U.S. either. I'm not to excited at the prospect of leaving my only home, the home of my ancestors and the only place I've ever known. Hell, I've never left country before. I've been all over the states but never OUTSIDE of them. So it's scary, I don't want to leave longtime friends and my shitty college and my shitty town. I really do hate change. When I have the money to spare I'm gonna head over to get a passport with my brother. Yknow when she would say things about leaving to Canada I never really saw it as happening. Currently the U.S. is headed towards fascism so I never really saw that coming either. I didn't think the election would have went like that. It's all in the past however, so no use on dwelling on things I can't truly control. OH before I sign off I should say I DID finish my fursuit, but during the transport to Boston, his headbase started falling apart and I have to take all the fuckinggggg fur off and fix it structural integrity. I don't know when I will do that though bc I'm so fucking busy with college (and I'm spending most of my free time gaming to be honest). Anyway, if I don't see ya, good afternoon, good evening, and goodnight! Khepri signing off.
UGH yeah its not the end of the month but new blog update. Went to ANE, had an awesome time, am having money issues as always bc I have a new random debt that came out of nowhere. Screw me or whatever I now need to figure out how to get like a $674 dollars. UGHHHHHH Also another pain in the ass is my Programming 2 class. I cannot seem to grasp this linked list stuff and whatnot. I just cannot focus on the reading material and do not seem to understand how to read the code. My college also fucked up when enrolling me into the class and enrolled me into Programming 1 instead of Programming 2 so I started the class like 3 weeks late and super behind. I'm really struggling right now with money and stress and this damn class, and my FUCKING JOB DECIDED THIS WOULD BE THE PERFECT TIME TO CUT MY HOURSSSSSS. Fuck my stupid gay like. I'm going to email my teacher today and figure out if she has any resources I can look into to understand the material. Maybe I should also come back to this later in the day or even tomorrow. I want to catch up on my class work because again, three weeks behind, but I'm unable to grasp this stupid concept!!!! Java I hate you so much sometimesssss. Update over, will update again Febuary first or like. the first week of the month.
HELLOOOOOO TO THE NEW YEAR!!!! Decemeber was a good month, hung out with my friends alot and just chilled out playing Persona 5 when I wasn't working. On the way to my friend's house for our New Year's Party I got pulled over for having a headlight out LMAO. One last fuck you before the year ended I suppose. My not be in college for this semester depends if I can get reenrolled into my classes because my college has a bad mismanagement problem and KICKED ME OUT OF MY CLASSES WHEN I WASN'T SUPPOSED TO BE. SO ANNOYING. We'll see if I can get that fixed on the 6th when the semester starts. OH WELL!!! I get to go to ANE this month and hang out with two of my long time internet bros, and my fur arrived today so I should be able to finish my fursuit in time YAY. See you next month, much love from Khepri!
AHHHHHH LAST MONT OF THER YEAR BLOG POST. Hiya, it's Khepri, still alive. Chapter one of F4C and the fursuit head should be completed this month or next. Life is going good. One of my friends is buying me flights to go to a furcon with him!!! I'm so fucking excited!!! I've been working on getting back into Swedish and finished the first chapter of my Swedish textbook. Ermmmmm I've taken the week off from studying bc I've just been SUPER LAZY!!! So I need to get back on that tonight so I can actually learn. UMMMMM nothing really notiable last month, go really sick, was kinda insane and was beginning to drift back into believing I was an angel. I finished my college semester woth a 82% in my Java coding class and a 71% in my microeconomics class. Life is looking up for me in a multitude of ways. Hopefully things will keep up like this. ALSO I added a nav, still need to make it fancy and stuff and add a home banner at the top of my site. Will being working on this place a bit more this month I hope. See you next year everyone!! Much love from Khepri.
You will not believe what is still unfinished.... The fursuit, the plans I had for my website.... My new job
eats up most of my day when I have shifts. Makes sense since I work 8 hours instead of 5 hours now. AT LEAST I'M MAKING MORE
MONEY YEAHHHH. Despite October being a month of evil for me it was good overall. I am now 20 years old, and I had fun hanging
out with my friends. The Autism Zone was updated and I am working on a nav which is so awesome. SO I almost met my goals!!!
Unfortantely I am still fucking BROKE. I need to figure out how to get my breaks replaced for my car with only uhhhh 800 bucks.
My mom ALSO ROBBED!! MY SAVINGS!! AGAIN!!! SO SHITTY!!! GAH hopefully things will look up for me in the future when it comes to
saving money since I will be getting a new bank account that my mom can't access. Oh yeah, just remembered I almost died last
month too, but it's alright now. I JUST WANT THINGS TO LOOK BETTER THIS MONTH!!! I wish I wasn't so barely held together so I
could return to learning Swedish and be able to handle my pets and projects and a job, and COLLEGE!!! I'm so fucking tired
of school and I kinda want to drop out but I will make it to my Bachelor's Degree! I WILL!! Anyway I COULD SAY SOOOOO MUCH but
I don't want a really fuck ass long blog post rn. Much love from your's truly! I love you all! <3
Things I want done this month:
-LOVECRAFT FURSUIT I SWEAR TO GOD
-Find a way to start learning Swedish again
AAHHHHH a few days late for the blog update. September was certainly A Month.
I wasn't able to finish the Lovecraft fursuit head due to not having the right supplies. I would've bought
the sandpaper I needed BUT MY MOM MADE ME USE THE REST OF SAVINGS TO PAY THE FUCKING MORTGAGE!!! She also gave
my car a falt tire UGH! On the better side of things IIIIII got a new job. I'm having a lot of conflicting
feelings because I loved my coworkers at my old job >.< You will forever be missed in my soul Westside Pizza.
Even if my boss was the worst, I still had a lot of fun working there, hopefully Walmart will be alright.
Other things I wanted to do next month are add pages to the website!! Which as you can see are there. I am working
on the autism zone stuffs right now, currently five pages into the Evangelion section and will have some stuff to say
on Pinkerton as well later. Lets hope by the end of the month the autism zone will have some of my thoughts!!!
I also have yet to finish my current commission @.@ BUT I AM CLOSE TO BEING FINISHED!!!
Ok ok final thoughts for
this blog post issss MY BIRTHDAY IS COMING UP, in a few days I will officially no longer be a teenager and will be
TWENTY YEARS OLD!! I will be going to the Seattle Museum of Flight and a Japanese arcarde to celebrate. What fun! SEE YOU
GUYS NEXT MONTH AT TWENTY YEARS OLD AND WITH A NEW BLOGGGGGG POST. Much love from Khepri, MWAH!
The blog is BEGINNING! I want to use these blog posts to
talk about the stuff and things I do each mouth that I find
notable, as well as tracking progess of what I want to start
and finish each month. I also want to use it to show off things
I'm interested in. In general, I'm gonna do WHATEVER I WANT here.
ANYWAY THE FIRST BLOG POST!!! IDK how to do pages 4 websites yet
so for now blogs will show up front and center
Things I want done by the end of Septemeber:
-Pages on this
website
-Lovecraft Fursuit head
-All current commissions
SEE YOU ALL NEXT MONTH WITH THE NEXT BLOG POST MWAH