Lovecraft is an oc I made on June 14, 2020, and he has been dearly beloved to me. Lovecraft is the main protag of my webcomic I'm making called Fighting For Control . Most of his story is a metaphor to parts of my life, emotions, and Jesus Christ in the god segments. He is AWESOMEE!!!! I also have a unhealthy attachment to Lovecraft, somedays I believe he is real. I write his webcomic like its a holy text and he a god to worship. If I do not work on Fighting for COntrol I feel awful and that I'm wasting my time, my time was not dedicated to my god but to pleasures like gaming and napping. If I'm crazy enough I call his name, hoping he'll answer and take me away from here, that the Galactica is real and distant space empire, and if I pray enough he'll answer me. Sometimes Lovecraft feels like a malicious entity, a devil, eating my time and emotions, and energy. I cry writing my comic because his pain is my pain, one way or another. I put to much of myself in him, in his boyfriend and parents, in the many side charcters that they feel real, that I cry at their suffering, my suffering I gave them. I think F4C is neither a healthy nor unhealthy outlet for me. It stresses me out, it gives me pain but it also gives me joy, hope, a perseverance to finish something for once in my life. I love him. Alot. Lovecraft is inside my heart, he is me, and I am his divine creator. The father (me), the son (Lovecraft), and the holy spirit, (the unification of Lovecraft inside my heart and soul). Sometimes I even believe F4C is why God put me on this Earth, that I have to make it for som divine reason, not that it is some holy text, but because it influences someone else's life. Someone who becomes bigger than me.
Old lyric comic from late 2022
Him and his boyfriend Freshman Pogona
Click cover to read chapter one (unfinished currently)
